ohnoohnoohno. i can't believe i did this again. i made a promise to myself, 
that i would just accept it. and move on, theres nothing i can do about it. so 
why bother. but no, i have to try and change things. and now i'm back down
this road again, exactly where i don't want to be. oh well, maybe its for the 
best, maybe it'll actually work out this time, and i won't end up dissapointed
like the last time. i guess all i can do is hope. :(

Omg. i finally made a LJ account. 
lol i have no idea how to use this
its gonna be baddd :( oh well lol.